okay much anticipated post im surprised im posting with no ounce of regret sorrow disappointment what so ever. just hell alot of anger. probably cos i expected it but didnt want to.

the story so far: me and amelia had catfight, archive 14/9/08, then after tht i made a peace treaty cos i saw no point ignoring her. on chinese new year day we talked, and from there we talked about how much i loved her. then she kept going back to "that was th past how bout now?" and i din wanna give her a YES ITS STILL THERE ARGHHHHHH cos i sensed she would play the same game again. then from there somehow we went to her saying "i thought you'd figure the relationship between us by now (sth sth) u werent just any other guy" and when asked if she missed me "of course, it pained being able to see you and not talk to you" AWWWW HOW FUCKING SWEET! yea i fell for it being th idiot i am. but not fully. still doubting it, ask her to tell me she really meant it. SHE DID, with a qtn mark so i dunno what tht meant but heck.

still thought possible she told other guys tht. then i asked whats so special abt me, she said "for me to know for u to find out". suspicions fully aroused. then i told her "my utopian view of a relationship would be one where we share no secrets." she asked me(when i was sleeping) "how sure are you we've reached such a stage". tht was thursday night. from friday morning till sunday i din get a reply

so i gave her the same I CANNOT TAKE IT I GIVING UP story knowing she would reply to keep me her toy. then i went online saw good friend, talked to good friend and good friend said she likes someone else. and did th same thing to other guys too. and i was pretty mad. very very fucking angry. so fucking angry i grabbed a paper and wrote the letter. THE LETTER. now famous okayyyy ^^. so if you wanna see th letter come find me i got copy due to public demand.

yea well now i hate her for the slut she is, to all the guys out there who think she is your liddle special angelll, open thou eyes mortal. i thought so too. well, LIFE'S A BITCH

besides that im really high today cos i feel so free without having to think abt her, and i talked to rebecca today. she. is. really. cute.

P.S: YAY ME!
P.S2: quotes from eminem's Kim and Puke:

From Kim:
Quit crying bitch, why do you always make me shout at you?
How could you?
Just leave me and love him out the blue
Oh, what's a matter Kim?
Am I too loud for you?
Too bad bitch, your gonna finally hear me out this time .........a few lines later...........
Get the fuck away from me, don't touch me
I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!
I SWEAR TO GOD I HATE YOU
OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU (last time lah ahhh?)
How the fuck could you do this to me?
How the fuck could you do this to me?


And from puke:
You don't know how sick you make me
You make me fucking sick to my stomache
Everytime I think of you I puke
You must just not knoooooowww
You may not think you do
But you do everytime I think of you I puke