Today is the worst fucking day of the whole year.

Pissed of by 2 things, one the CIP thing, another i dont want to mention till im sure of it. i was tired and confused and lord knows what else.

the day was actually fine on its own, me and vivegan exchange phone send random ppl sms saying I LOVE U. then vivegan send xinlin using my phone. and i sent his good old friend. haha bet his heart beating faster.

bah im sick of tlaking i shall dedicate the rest to someone who owes me like 10 sms-es worth of replies.

really dont know what you thinking at all. stopped yesterday about having no secrets and today im thrown in the sea. if thats what puts a smile on your face so be it, i shall not wipe it off just to have one on mine. its like a card game, ur the player that made me feel like an Ace, the "special" one, then i realised the biggest card is not the Ace, just a figurehead. oh i should have known. all the signs fitted so well.