okay life is boring and irritating.

firstly as some would know, a few weeks ago, i think 3, my maid left, so now have to do EVERYTHING on our own. then bro keep going to school till late(purposely i think) and so yesterday i had to do like everything. but i decided to just do the basics and then do chem homework. then my OCD mum came back and started some pyroclaustic eruption and flooded my brain with crazy blabber-shoutings like for example "DONNO WHAT I DID TO DESERVE TO GIVE BIRTH TO SUCH SELFISH PEOPLE" blah blah. and then me and bro were like, here she goes again but really come to think about it later, whether she means it or not it still kind of pain.

so im stuck here AGAIN today with nothing to do. so yep, im literally trying to find away to keep myself out of boredom, so lets not even speak of getting entertainment. the only thing or rather person keeping me alive now is this guy on youtube is this guy called shimmycocopuffsss. cracky guy.

also i realise alot of people are shutting off their blogs making it "private" and stuff which is really annoying since i have to do my routine 101 on the blog each time i want to be kaepo and read.

another thing thats bugging my mind is this 2 options i have. both of which i want to choose. but i cant. so i decided i shall ask the opinion of any person on my msn contact list i dont know. yea, brilliant idiot taking advise from strangers. but i learnt the hard way that u can never trust someone. they will feign to love u and when u need their trust the most, thats when they crumble. but heck its the way life is.

i went to go researching more on stff people asked me while i was apocalypting at chalet, learned some interesting stuff.

nothing much to talk about so i guess ill end it here.

P.S: i want to watch madagascar2, interested ppl throw a tag.
P.S2: the world should stop trying to mould the rest of the world into the world that the world wants to see, but rather mould the world itself to reflect the vision of the world that the world dreams of living.