Monday, January 21, 2008 @ 7:19 PM
Before I Self Destruct
Ahhh, finally find time to post......

Tough weeks so far, tight schedule, have to stay back either for CCA, extra lessons or to help certain people(no pointing fingers). Feeling a LITTLE bit more free cos ive settled down and gotten accustomed to the changes i guess.

Well, now that i land myself up in this class, i begin to really value last year's class. SEC THREE FRIENDS PLEASE DONT GO " I TOLD YOU SO"... thank you,

After four weeks i have finally found a female soul i can have a decent chat with, but the sad part is, many of the guys are too focused on one certain thing they like, not very diversed, very very sad. Also there is no open minded people to whom i can talk about STUFF i talk about when i feel like.(You know what i mean eh wink wink).

Life isnt VERY stressful, but seemingly time consuming. Favourite lesson now is sort of Maths cos i dunno, i like maths? or maybe english cos Jospeh comes to save me from communicative trauma. Not much of history, sad sad sad, and alot of Chem, not good...

Oh yea, i realise im spendin more time than usual wondering about why im on Earth for... and more stuff about life, then i think of some theory and try to find a conclusion but never do, so i am reading the book The Secret again... to hope to be aided in my quest... Please do not take me as a philosophical guy, i just am curious, maybe even OVER curious...

Ahh, outings coming up, shall look forward to seeing and being re united for that day with old friends, sadly soma wont come, still contemplating the chinese new year visit, too caught up to worry about it know.

Good thing is, the weight of a CERTAIN PERSON,whowas stuck in my mind since november 23 2007 at precisely 9.47 pm, is steadily lifting as i begin to value the appreciation of friendship more than many other values that took 1st priority before this point in my life.

Now i am forced to go write some pathetic sentimental speech for the Annual Pass out Parade where we say goodbye to NPCC seniors, cant wait for the day. WE TAKE OVERmuehe ehe ehe? 25 new sec 1s, not bad number,

Sigh with so many things to worry about theres little time to put aside for my own pleasurable purposes, just like lydia didnt fail to mention TWICE on my tagboard...

Quote of the day:
Why am i fighting to live, when im just living to fight?
Why am i dying to live, when im just living to die?